Mortals have a nasty habbit of adoring their beautiful things. Paintings, songs, and people. I was once such a mortal. It is funny, Basil said he saw something there but I did not listen to him. He said there was something mystic about the painted face but I took no notice to it. Not until it was too late. Basil was right, there can be something very fatal about a portrait. I only wish I have listened to him sooner. The one thing that I adored the most has cost me the one thing that is truly valuable to me. The one thing that I can never get back. My soul...
Hello. Good day. My name is Mr. Dorian Gray, better known as The Immortal Dorian Gray. I am over 150 years old and still look as though I am 22. My portrait hangs proudly in my room so that I might gaze upon it and contemplate all the evils and wrongs I have committed in my life. And watch the growing signs of age and sin on my SOUL. I will never die, I will always be forever young, and no one will stop me from gaining all that I desire!!!!
So if you do not wish to lose your life I suggest that you do not get in my way or try to view my portrait b/c I shall kill you if you see it!! That I promise you, just ask Basil Hallward what happened after he saw it!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
I have a question for all you Warlocks out there: What is the one thing in the world worth having?
I am on the aesthetic stage of my life. I will not jump to the ethical stage nor shall I leap into the abyss of Faith's 70,000 fathoms. I live for my own pleasure, my own desires.
Am I truly heartless you ask can I be this corrupt? Yes, but I do not enjoy being this way. I seek redemption, forgiveness, and peace. I have begun to long for the innocent, unspoiled days of my youth. I realize what it is I want; DEATH.
I will always weep and regret what I have done to others. I have destroyed lives, ended relationships, and shatered dreams. I have done these all for my own desires and I will suffer for them forever. I can't forget the faces, no matter how hard I try.
Evil requires the blood of the pure for its survival. Feed my evil: http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=doriangray
Always remember these words:
"There may come a time when you realize that HAVING is not so pleasing a thing as WANTING. This is not logical, but it is often truth." ~ Mr. Spock
please.... help me.... I do not want.... to go on hurting.... myself and my.... friends.... save me from.... myself
"As I grow old this painting will always remain the same. If only it were the other way, if it was I to be young and the painting that was to change."
"It is more than a painting its a part of myself. If only the picture could change. And I could be always what I am now. For that I would give everything. Yes there is nothing in the world I would not give. I would give my soul."
As long as I am meant to exist I shall always regret those words...
You must ask why exactly I have not tried to end my existence yet. To answer you: I cannot. Every time I prepare strike, an unknown sense of fear comes over me and my portrait, some how, tells me that it is wrong and I must not do it. And no other person can. For when ever another mortal looks upon my portrait, an uncontrollable sense of anger and hatred for them comes over me. And before they can make a move I... end... their... existence...
I live in a never ending Hell!! Heaven has been denied to me!! I cannot be forgiven for my sins. But as Satan said in 'Paradise Lost, "It is better to reign in Hell than to serve in Heaven!!" |
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